My Immortal By Evanessence

MY IMMORTAL

I'M SO TIRED OF BEING HERE
SUPPRESSED BY ALL MY CHILDISH FEARS
AND IF YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
I WISH THAT YOU WOULD JUST LEAVE
CAUSE PRESSENCE STILL LINGERS HERE
AND IT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

(CHORUS)
THESE WOUNDS WON'T SEEM HEAL

THIS PAIN IS JUST TO REAL
THERE'S JUST TO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERASE
WHEN YOU CRY
I'D WIPE AWAY ALL OF YOUR TEARS
WHEN YOU SCREAM
I'D FIGHT AWAY ALL OF YOUR FEARS
I HELD YOUR HAND THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS
AND YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF ME

YOU USED TO CAPIVATE ME BY YOUR RESSENATING LINES
NOW I'M BOUND BY THE LIFE YOU LEFT BEHIND
YOUR FACE AT ONCE, MY ONCE PLEASENT DREAMS
YOUR VOICE HAS CHASE AWAY ALL THE SANITY IN ME

(CHORUS)

I TRIED SO HARD TO TELL MYSELF
THAT YOUR GONE
BUT THOUGH YOUR STILL WITH ME
I'VE BEEN ALONE
I'M ALONE

WHEN YOU CRY
I'D WIPE AWAY ALL OF YOUR TEARS
WHEN YOU SCREAM
I'D FIGHT AWAY ALL OF YOUR FEARS
I HELD YOU HAND THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS
AND YOU STILL STILL HAVE
ALL OF ME

YOU

You…..

When I look from my doorway, I saw you came back home

Home… This Home we were together …

Your shadow, Your fingerprint, everywhere…

We celebrate Our anniversary

Our Valentine, Our Christmas,

We were together…

We think life gonna be like this forever,

I try but I still I can’t thinking of anything, but you…

You want to raise our children…

I woke up beside without you…

Your pillow and blanket lying next to me ,my beside without you.

If there were no tears no way to feel inside, But I still feel for you.

When I open my eye, you have show me how to love unselfishly…

… Here without you darling… You are only in my dreams

I am very happy to sleep, I don’t want to wake up…

In my dreams you always look back to me and ran from in front and wait while…

You said that …Please come to me…You said that with your open arms.

You're the hope that moves me to courage again
You're the love that rescues me, when the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing 'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now 'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you …I love you now and I love you forever…..

Mixed with my feeling and songs lyrics of I need you and valentine

Which I felt most…

Austin Jackson

Gasha

Do you think I don’t have heart?

Do you think I don’t have Love?

Just because I was living with it

Just because I was breathing with it

Just because I was proud to be with it?

You see me smile, but I am not smiling

You see me dance, but my mind with my family

You see me singing, but my mind with my sick son

Even you have enjoy my dance, and my movement and my beauty

You wants me to entertain you in private ?

I am not into it.

You call me bitch and you have slap my face.

Throw money on me. It’s all what you can do?

If I can, I wanted to slap you back

Because my mind with my sick son and his medical.

Gasha

Wasted Tears

I was ran back from Gym

I can’t hold it anymore…

I just want to pass this message for you.

Why do I afraid to cry?

Where are my tears?

It’s gone… It’s all gone…

Since that day you left me

When I read poems…My heart can’t feel it any more

I sang the song, they all meaning less

Without You… Without You…

When I first saw you, I saw Love

When the first time you touch my hair

I felt love…I think it will be last forever…

But never ….never and ever…

And You Know?

I was afraid to sleep.

I was afraid that you might come to my dream at night

To give me dream …. more dream…

To give me love… give me more love…

To give me hope… More hope…

It’s all dream It’s all unreal

I can’t take that any more

It’s all over now…

I was afraid to love again

To give me, more sorrow and pain.

All my Love was gone by you…

Wash away by you...

Rinse it all by you…

There are no more love to are on anyone else…

I am here but I am not here

I am gone but I am not gone

Real I, has taking away by you.

I don’t want to smile, but I am still smiling

I don’t want to pretend but you have teach me how…

I have learn to stand in this unrealistic world

It’s all you have teach me…

I can’t feel to any love song

I can’t feel to romantic movie…Sort of like Romeo & Juliet….

It’s all become so not my type

I am not into it.

One day…You have comes back to my life…

Apologize, you wants to back in to my heart

But my heart has no room for you.

Too afraid to be with you

Another sadness?

Another sorrows?

Another sleep less night?

Another day with wasting tears?

Why can’t you just get out…

After several year later

I found another brighter sun

I was so afraid to love and so afraid to commit

If this life to trust on anyone else

Any one love…any one to any one…

Life without love, love without money…

Money without love

It’s all meaning less…

So meaning less…

So fucking meaning less…

(Austin Jackson)

Flickr

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September 11

I dedicated to the memory of the thousands of victims of the terrorist acts of September 11, 2001 at the World Trade Center in New York, the Pentagon in Washington DC, and the fourth plane that went down in Pennsylvania. I pray that god will keep them in safe place, which is his home heaven forever. god may console their family friends and relatives.

What Happened to the world?

Just because of money they kill the people like animals. Even animals has their own right. I don’t know what on their mind. Satan has leaded them? (Refer to stars and NST news paper for 10 of September people rob the house) I just pray for the people who died, if there is a life after death, I pray for you that you may not face the saturation like this again. May Allah will take good care of you in haven.

Weedding Photograph

Wedding Photograph in Emerald Bay at Pangkor Laut Resort Malaysia

leaders

1.Good leaders will congrat to the staff in front of everyone, when the job well done.

2.Good leader will fix the problems with staff in private, when the mistake has done by particular staff.

3.Good leaders can indentify the Urgent and Important saturation.

4.Good leaders will lead the team to same direction to achieving the goals.

5.Good leaders are staff best friend after working hour.

6.Good leaders will show their good example. And keep their negative behaviors .

Teachers and Students

As students, we should listen carefully and understand carefully to what teacher explain to the lesson. If you are not quite sure of how does it happened to the subject, you don’t worry of asking to the teacher.

As a teacher ensure that all students are understand well, otherwise students gone scare of the subject and become hate to attend your class.

Rose

I met some one who is in love with someone, who tries to teach me how to love. But unfortunately I don’t believe in love any more. Try to call as a “Rose”. “Rose” asked my DOB. We shared our experience together. Songs romantic, however... it won’t last for long. Our conversation last for 3 hours and half, and we exchange our contact. But next day seems to be out of coverage. I have check out Rose web and Rose art. It’s inspiring and creative though. Top of that, I felt love, when I try to understand Rose art. I love it. I can’t even forget the date and time 2^nd September 2008. 18:30-10:00. But I kept my distance because “Rose” has an owner.

Glamorous

Never too Far

Stop

Stop making the sounds without ulterance because ulterance itself needed edifier.

Stop telling me your story, which is not true.

Stop telling gossip about someone behind their back to me.

Stop argues with me even though you know that you are wrong.

Stop underestimates me, just because you have something which I don’t have. But you may not have something which I have.

Stop humiliates in front of others, because you know my weakness.

Stop crossing line, Just because I am friendly.

Stop cheating me, because you think I won’t tell you off.

Stop showing off, which is not real in you to just exposures in front of others. But you can’t exposures behind them.

Stop telling me that I am good, even though I am not good at them.

Stop telling me about others people weakness and negative behavior, Just to create conversation with me. I am not interested. (Just tell me their strength, at lest I can learn something from them.)

Stop letting me down like I am fool. Just to prepare how to handle them, if you face same saturation with you.

Stop asking which I can’t give, reason because Just to test my love.

Stop giving me a gift, which you are dearly received from others. It’s not fair for them.

Any one knows what the love is?

I Don't Know what the love is.I was tried to figure it out. But until now I don’t have an answer. I fell in love once. But it’s fuck it all. I am trying to be best. But people don’t understand. I think only god understands me. Whatever my saturation is god will answer me one day.