Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Wasted Tears


I was ran back from Gym

I can’t hold it anymore…

I just want to pass this message for you.

Why do I afraid to cry?

Where are my tears?

It’s gone… It’s all gone…

Since that day you left me

When I read poems…My heart can’t feel it any more

I sang the song, they all meaning less

Without You… Without You…

When I first saw you, I saw Love

When the first time you touch my hair

I felt love…I think it will be last forever…

But never ….never and ever…

And You Know?

I was afraid to sleep.

I was afraid that you might come to my dream at night

To give me dream …. more dream…

To give me love… give me more love…

To give me hope… More hope…

It’s all dream It’s all unreal

I can’t take that any more

It’s all over now…

I was afraid to love again

To give me, more sorrow and pain.

All my Love was gone by you…

Wash away by you...

Rinse it all by you…

There are no more love to are on anyone else…

I am here but I am not here

I am gone but I am not gone

Real I, has taking away by you.

I don’t want to smile, but I am still smiling

I don’t want to pretend but you have teach me how…

I have learn to stand in this unrealistic world

It’s all you have teach me…

I can’t feel to any love song

I can’t feel to romantic movie…Sort of like Romeo & Juliet….

It’s all become so not my type

I am not into it.

One day…You have comes back to my life…

Apologize, you wants to back in to my heart

But my heart has no room for you.

Too afraid to be with you

Another sadness?

Another sorrows?

Another sleep less night?

Another day with wasting tears?

Why can’t you just get out…

After several year later

I found another brighter sun

I was so afraid to love and so afraid to commit

If this life to trust on anyone else

Any one love…any one to any one…

Life without love, love without money…

Money without love

It’s all meaning less…

So meaning less…

So fucking meaning less…

(Austin Jackson)

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